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Ostan5000
19 yr old digital artist/music writer, CEL animation aesthetic, anti-contemporary(prefers dated pop-culture), likes serpents, likes cars.

Jona Cada @Ostan5000

Age 19, Male

DoorDash driver.

Graduated high school

North Carolina, United St

Joined on 5/26/22

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Posting this here because I don't have money for a real therapist to talk to about this, so you shmucks will just have to do for now.


As you can tell I haven't been super active in a while except for that small movie I posted almost 2 weeks ago now. It's because recently I feel like I've been having issues actually doing the stuff I want to do and get done. The only stuff I've been doing recently are the bare minimum stuff I need to do in real life, and the only thing in real life I need to do that I haven't half-assed in some sort of way is my Door-Dashing career (although when I realized I left my phone in my car uncharged today it prompted me to make the executive decision to just take Sundays off even though I originally intended to make the runs all 7 days a week).


I'm not sure if it's really as simple as motivation issues, maybe it is I dunno, but for some reason every time I'm actually doing something, I have the urge to just do the exact opposite of what I'm doing. Every time I'm at my computer I look to my bed and suddenly I just want to take a nap, and every time I'm in bed I'm restless because I want to use my computer to work on my art and college stuff. Whenever I'm enjoying my leisure time at home I get stressed out because I'm not out Door-Dashing and making money which my family and I kind of need right now, but of course when I'm actually out Door-Dashing I get stressed out dealing with traffic and it makes me want to come home sooner than I should, even though the whole point of me wanting to Door-Dash was to earn money by doing what I like to do, which is driving.


I can't focus on making art because I keep doubting myself on whether I should change my style or keep doing what I'm known for doing, and god forbid that I actually put effort into my college assignments. I want to be normal but I also want to stand out. I want to involve myself with real life events, socialize, and put effort into my business life like a good 'ole modernist man, but I also want to sit behind in the shadows Raoul Duke style, shooting my smack as I watch the animals bleet and babble with wary eyes. I have zero idea why this is happening to me, and it's getting to the point where I just feel comfortable doing literally nothing, watching the world go by through my window as my computer drains power and pours into our electricity bill.


It could be because I have undiagnosed OCD's. Is this what it's like to have OCD's? Is this what it's like to be obsessive and compulsive as I, unprompted, walk into the kitchen to pour yet another glass of Arizona? To have intrusive thoughts which halt me from doing what I want to do?


This is impossible! How do people live like this???


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Slow Ride 10 Points

Go 1000 meters without landing a single trick

Combo Christ 100 Points

Land a Combo of 40 or more

YOU TWO!! 5 Points

Same character twice! What is this, Dragon Ball FighterZ with its twenty Gokus?

Horde Award 10 Points

Discover fifty creatures.

Just Like Ben 5 Points

Discover ten creatures.

Oooh, Shiny! 50 Points

Find an exceptionally rare creature variant.

And This is my Laboratory 5 Points

Launch the game.

YOU!? 5 Points

(master of) Fisted his way in.

You? 5 Points

What are you doing here?

YOU AGAIN!? 5 Points

Hide and go f*ck yourself!

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"Sploot!" the 90's Cartoon episode ideas

Hello, users of Newgrounds! For a while now, I've been working on a project known as "Sploot!" The 90s Cartoon. Essentially, it's a fan project for UnknownSpy's currently most popular character Sploot. It features Sploot as the main character of a 90's Cartoon, where Sploot and their friends attempt to solve problems within the many different civilizations of the Galaxy. I've already made the OC artworks for all the main characters, a still of the first episode, and even a theme song! All of which you can check out right now.


But here's my grand plan, I'm going to make artworks of stills of every episode of the first season (1991 - 1992), and you, that's right...you, get to submit ideas for the episodes of the first season. You will be required to share your plot idea in the comments, to see an example read the description of the first episode still that I have. However, you are also allowed to make a detailed analysis of the premise as well. Remember, all of the characters have their own personalities and backstories. So give each one of them a good reading.


I can't wait to see what awesome ideas you'll come up with! See you soon!

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